Hello again. This is me, Fail Therese. Never managed to go to the gym in the summer. For a couple of reasons. My foot refused to heal properly until July and by then it felt like I'd just be waisting money buying a gym card. In hindsight. Obviuosly it wouldn't have been.
I'm back in england now. Although unlike last year. I'm not exactly eating properly or good. I'm making a change though. Or at least I'll try to. Since I can't play basketball (I've fucked my hip up again. Yay me), my weightloss will be going slightly downhill. I do walk everywhere and a fair bit as I always end up at my friends house. I'm going to try to start kind of counting calories, but only ish, because I know how I get when I do. And turning into an eating disorder is not what I want. I don't know what I weigh, but I know that it is definitely more than what I weighed before the summer. I can feel it since I can't properly wear all of my clothes anymore. Oh well. I will change. I will change. This is what I vow to do. And with that I'm off to cook. Methinks it'll be chicken in curry paste with penne and a side salad. Yum.

I'm the Ghost you've always feared.

Hello again. Like last time I wrote, it's been a while. Mainly because this was supposed to be a weightloss/excercise/motivation blog, and since I don't actually do any excercise when I'm in England (except for walking and going to basketball practice on mondays) I've kind of ignored this blog. But now it's summer and I'm back in Sweden. I was supposed to have gone to the gym yesterday to buy a gym card. However, I sprained my ankle at basketball practice on monday so I'm going to wait until next week and let my foot heal.

But, I do have some good news to share with myself and the world. I weigh 20kg less than I did last year at this time. And I think that's amazing. It also means that I weigh less than I've done in probably 4 years. Can't know exactly as the earliest time I know what I weighed (sine 8th grade) was 2008 - when I started this blog. And then I weighed 129 kg; now I weigh 106. I think what I really need to do is to focus on not snacking all the time and keep on walking. Which is what has helped me loose the weight. I'm also going to join the gym to tone up. Especially my arms, and my upper body. I'm looking forward to perhaps next year this time come back and announce that I've lost another 20 kg. And you know what, if I have, I will be weighing what I did when I was 13/14. That would make me so proud. But I'm not going to live on false hope. This weight loss that I've had now came as a total surprise. But I'm hoping that England will be helpful also in the next year.

I have only one proper goal for this summer. And that is to weigh under 100 kgs on my birthday. But, bye for now.

Perhaps this time, the entire world will be covered - in Agent Orange